While I've always possessed Clairvoyant abilities, I found myself drifting away from my spirituality due to work demands and managing my career. Suddenly, I met an individual at my job who seemed so unique, magnetic, appealing and intriguing. I'll call this co-worker "Chad." For some reason, I couldn't get my mind off Chad no matter what I did to concentrate. Many nights in a row, I had reoccurring dreams of my co-worker running away from me, standing me up and procrastinating on events. Throughout many personal readings recieved from spiritual advisors, I found out my co-worker was my Twin Flame (in which we shared a deep spiritual connection beyond understanding). In the very beginning of us meeting, there was an instant connection. We became inseparable. My Twin Flame (co-worker) and I never went a day without talking on the phone for hours at a time and checking on one another. I later felt the need to reduce communication due to some of the moody behaviors and random ghosting episodes I experienced. It was futher learned we shared many lifetimes together romantically. The spiritual bond we shared was so intense, I thought I was losing my sanity due to the heaviness of my feelings and love for my Twin Flame. At times, it felt random and unexplained. For clarity, I began reading Tarot to understand my Twin Flame's childhood traumas and adulthood traumas. I started sensing an imbalance of my own emotions, feeling "hot and cold" and moody (which was unusual for me). Turned out, my Twin Flame's negative energies interfered with my ability to focus and I had to spiritually cleanse through prayer, crystals, bells, drums, and meditation. My Twin Flame and I lived different lives, but faced similar fears and anxieties. While my Twin Flame journey included a lot of anger, resentment and confusion, my spiritual abilities increased to the point I predicted events for my Twin Flame that later came to past. At times, I was able to remotely channel the thoughts and energies of my Twin Flame and contribute to Chad's healing process. My ability to identify evil spirits increased. Although I found it impossible to let my Twin Flame surrender and to surrender to my Twin Flame, I confronted my personal barriers and conquered blockages that were in my life. In some cases, during meditation, I would cleanse my Chakras and be divinely guided/ led to cleanse Chad's Chakras at the same time. As I meditated and focused on my own energies, the burdens were slowly lifted. The resentment I felt from Chad's "hot and cold" behavior slowly faded away and I was able to love Chad unconditionally. I no longer needed Chad's validation for friendship and love. Instead, I allowed my healing energies and auras do the work. The Twin Flame journey is incomprehensible. Going deeper into my spiritual journey, I was led to keep my distance from Chad. Silence filled the void between us for four months. The more I kept my distance and focused on my inner-self, the less attracted I was to Chad. Even in distance, I felt Chad's anger and inner rage against me. Resentment began to build within Chad and I felt every ounce of it. Fast-forward, Chad and I had a small misunderstanding. Since there, things between us turned upside down. Yet, I refused to participate or entertain Chad's rage at work. I remember beinf led to fast, pray and anoint my arms with Palo Santo Oil. All Hell broke loose and it seemed as though Chad suddenly hated my guts. I found that others in my past made attempts to reconcile their differences with me and I declined. In my 14-day period of fasting and prayer, more strange things started to happen and I found myself outnumbered with unprovoked events. My body even began to crave certain foods I would never eat on my best day. Sugars and starches felt so inviting. I officially confirmed this so-called "Twin Flame journey" a major spiritual attack used to derail my progress and inner-focus. Not all Twin Flames are meant to satisfy your lustful desires and need of affection. Some Twin Flames are monitoring spirits and seek to siphon your energy. In closing, its best to not only utilize your inner discernment, but to pay close attention to how someone's energy makes you feel. Since then, my stength in the spirit has strengthened and increased. I have been using my spiritual journey to help others. I am called to provide spiritual guidance and support of your needs that will help ease your spiritual growth and journey. With strength and courage, I can put your mind and body at ease in knowing you've made the right decision choose Love&Healing. You may not be near me physically, but I am always near you in the spirit.
